I beg in my thoughts
I can’t bare the distance.
Though We’re only inches apart
Your lack of communication
Makes it feel so much further.
This time its my body pleading
Not my mind.
I move towards you ever so slowly
My knees gently tapping at yours.
“Kiss me, kiss me, kiss me”
The echo in my mind won’t shut up
It won’t stop
I don’t know how to make it stop
But you must have heard it.
Because you turn at last
Your hand finds it’s way to mine
And traces designs I didn’t bother to decipher.
I held your hand in place,
When the voice in my mind finally stopped
Yours must have started screaming.
Your other hand found its way to my knee
The one you knew would make me squirm
I quiver beneath your touch
Your hand continues to explore.
You linger along the gentle curve of my breast.
The voice in my head noticed before I did
She was talking again
Speaking of sins only those in love should commit
But she didn’t care in the moment
Neither did I.
I stopped wanting him to kiss me
Because I decided to lean in and kiss him myself.
He brought one of my legs around
It swung so I was sitting perfectly atop his hips.
I learned that his voice did not reside in his mind
But beneath the fabric of his jeans
That separate him and me.
Oh how I wanted him
In whatever way I could have him
I simply needed to be closer.
My lips took home on his neck
I was never one to believe in love
But I assume people believe it in because of moments like these.
Our bodies yarn for one another
We press against each other
In ways I didn’t know one could move.
It was cold in the room
But my body felt so warm
And full of feelings for a boy I hardly knew.
A button from my favourite dress
Was lost in the heat of the evening.
Things perhaps did not go as
Smoothly as they could have
But I never would have changed a thing.
Because the plans I had for
This evening initially
Never could have compared to the way
It felt to sleep in your arms.