Blood spills onto the floor.
I was better where,
I was miserable why didn’t you leave me there?
I deserve this hurt.
I deserve the pain, the embarrassment.
I am a disappointment.
I am heartsick and it is not your job to mend it.
Find someone full of life.
Just leave me here to die.
I’m just a little lost right now,
It’s only my second year of university
and I’ve already failed two classes,
He doesn’t want me back,
I can’t remember my fathers laugh,
Getting out of bed has been really hard,
I’m happiest after a bottle of wine,
I don’t believe him when he calls me beautiful,
I haven’t danced in awhile.